May 2012
I can't stop thinking .. I don't know how to shut off all the stuff that say bad shit about me. I can't realize how much I'm worth. Because all I see is how worthless I am. Why is it when I look at myself all I see is a messed up, annoying, useless, little, lost girl ?.. Why do people tell me stuff , but I can't look at myself and see that ?.. :P I don't understand how I even start thinking like this in the first place:\
I’ve cried, and you’d think I’d be better for it, but the sadness just sleeps, and it stays in my spine the rest of my life.
The human race really gets under my fucking skin.
God, please just make this all better! I'm so over being in this place. I don't like who I am when I am here. It breaks my heart and I just want to cry! This is not who I am, It is not who I want to be. Please let me leave, or please fix this situation. I don't want to be here any more :(
how can i be confident when im soo ugly?soo imperfect?
These days, a promise is a bald faced lie.
Seriously I’m just fucking tired and sexually frustrated and sad and I feel like conversation with any human being is just me repeatedly bashing my head into a goddamn wall so I’m calling it a day
"i care about you, which is why i have to let you go."
"I don't think people realize how strong the word 'love' is anymore."
"I may not be the best, but i'm definitely not like the rest."
"Always appreciate the people you have in your life, because one day the good memories is all you have left of them."
I'm pretty fuckin ordinary.
And the Americans make it look so easy...
I think why most of us want to be famous is because we need some clarification that we’re doing something with our lives. We feel as though what we do isn’t good enough if we’re not well noticed. We feed off recognition.
